E BOOK

This autobiography follows a girl who loses her father to war before she can even remember his face.
She grows up in Tehran surrounded by martyr families, then is suddenly uprooted and taken to Norway as a refugee child.
In a new country, she struggles with language, isolation, racism, and a mother whose love feels conditional and controlling.
As adolescence unfolds, she is labeled fragile, medicated, and hospitalized instead of understood.
Searching for safety and belonging, she marries young, believing she has found protection.
Instead, she enters a marriage marked by jealousy, violence, and silence.
From Norway to Tehran, from Mashhad to Oslo, her life moves across borders but remains trapped in cycles of control.
Caught between cultures, between obedience and rebellion, she fights to protect her daughter while losing herself.
This is not a story about victimhood — it is a story about awareness.
It is about how manipulation hides inside love, how control disguises itself as care, and how a woman slowly reclaims her voice after years of being told she imagined everything.